#i looked in the mirror yesterdya and im literally pretty and i felt actually sick to my stomach.
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need to stop wasting all of my time thinking about every single wsy my life could hsve been different instead of preparing for my interview
#i looked in the mirror yesterdya and im literally pretty and i felt actually sick to my stomach.#her and her daughter mdfe me feel like a was some kind fo monster who shouldnt be allowed to go out in public#bc of how 'ugly' i was at like. 14? 15? i was literally starving myself like for what. what a waste...#actually makes me want to kms this is such a stupid thing to be so sad about#idk. i feel like thats why i dont consider myself like a woman or girl before anything else#obv its important for everyone to realise that being beautiful literally doesnt make a difference and isnt indicative of a persons worth bu#i think it would have been an easier pill to swallow if i approached it from the other side instead of it being necessary bc i hated myself#anyways ive been thinking about stupid stuff like this because its beginning to feel like i'll never be able to leave this place#i feel like i will die in this room honestly#i know it sounds so dramatic but consider i am not allowed to go anywhere exceot school and then back here again and again#dangerous thinking i think. i need to believe i can leave bc realistically its 6 months to exams and then the summer#i hope once i am out i wont need to come back here again
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